How do you celebrate? Almost at my first mini goal!

I am so excited! For months I have not been able to break through this 5 pound hump. And here I am now only one pound away. I feel like celebrating but am wondering what type of non-food celebrations my fellow buddyslimmers participate in? My focus has not been adhering to any  dietary restrictions but rather portion control as well as thinking of alternative foods to eat that I enjoy. The main culprits of my diet are cheeses, wines and sweets as well as second helpings. They were packing on an extra 300 to 400 calories a day. Not wanting to be a slave to exercise (I do walk and work out), I’ve chosen calorie reduction instead. For the cheese I’ve replaced with a delicious red roasted pepper hummus. Wine I only have one day a week and drink any tea I want the rest of the days, no sugar of course. For sweets I have switched from milk chocolate Lindts to the dark chocolate Lindt. I am known to magically scarf down a whole giant bar of the milk chocolate if it is around. The darker chocolates satisfy the craving but the bitterness makes it impossible for me to eat more than a few squares. The result is of course I am indulging far less, only a couple times a week. I’m excited to see how we celebrate our weight loss goals!

Food Log

Balance- Restructuring verses Restricting

This month is designated as experimentation month for weight loss. My main goal is to identify a food or activity pattern I have and replace it with something healthier. My first food luxury I am identifying is wine. Knowing a nice glass of wine is full of anti-oxidants doesn’t mean I need those extra calories for my health. One night a week I may enjoy a select wine. The rest of the nights I am experimenting with herbal teas. Celestial Seasonings Almond Orange put me off to a good start though I thought I grabbed a box of Vanilla Hazlenut. Tazo Passion is my all time favorite. I have been soaking the Almond Orange with a bag of Ginger Tea to offset the bitter aftertaste. I also am freeing myself from inactivity. A snowstorm powdered our lovely city overnight, dusting the pines and bare maples with storybook magic. Replacing my pattern of inactivity & ignoring the voice that said no, it’s too late, I grabbed our dog’s leash and made my way out for a walk with the camera. In the end? It does not feel like a diet or as if I am restricting my life. Restructuring is more like it.

The Unexpected 5o Minute Walk

In an effort to integrate movement in my life, I walked to the library to return materials. By bike on a good day it’s a 14 minute ride, round trip. On foot in the middle of winter with unshoveled sidewalks and black ice it was a harrowing 50 minute round trip. I shuffled skater style where I could. Even the salted portions were slick with ice. But I did get out and move & gained bonus exercise points due to the unexpected condition. And I did not fall down or injure myself! And you know what? I’ll do it again :) A perfect adventure for one who bores easily from exercise DVD’s and treadmills.

The Holiday Oops Diet

Well, here I am, almost 3 months later and boy did I blow my weight loss plans. I did not eat excessively. Just the wrong foods; those holiday goodies everyone wants around but yourself. That’s life with family on the holidays; surrounded by foods I know will plump out my thighs and stomach. I wasn’t too fond of family photos and others posting them. Head shots only please. How frustrating. I did get a dog for Christmas and we were going for walks until the temps dropped in the single digits. The cold was hurting her feet so inside we stay. We did get out tonight for a 30 minute walk. And I came back and shoveled not only our drive and sidewalk but part of the neighbor’s sidewalks. I don’t get this. Sometimes I feel so good, energetic and healthy and then I look in a mirror or see this large woman and wonder who she is. The last time I was able to loose weight quickly was when my dad died. I moped in bed for two months and barely ate. Sometimes I wish I could do that again. It does not help that I’ve been suffering from an intense perception that I am invisible. I feel distant from everyone. I write to say hi because no one calls and wonders how I am. I hide my stomach under shirts that are cut longer in the front.  I fear people will tire of my struggle with weight. It’s been three years since the birth of my son. Sometimes I wish I could just yell help and all this worrying and haggling over diet, exercise, clothes that don’t fit, awful pictures and mean people would just go away. These are my bad days. I am frustrated & sure could use some encouragement.

Exercise Log

Busting concrete

I have lost the majority of my family to preventable diseases caused by lifestyle choices. Heart disease is one. We come from a line of good ol’ fashion Puerto Rican cooks. When grandmother, mi abuela, cut open the pork roast we fought over the crisp on the outside, melt on the mouth fat that the pig was encased in. In  this land of plenty we had the best butcher named Red who wrapped in paper tied with string Christmas like packages of sausages for breakfast, cold cuts for lunch and numerous forms of roast for dinner, seven days a week. When I was young I was very active and could burn it off. That was before computers and all the sedentary ways of this now modern world. The result-heart attacks, knock your socks off high cholesterol- some family members still brag about meat as the only thing they like to eat. So why did I turn from Diet Coke and Budget Gourmet’s & Red Barron Pizza’s, a meat & fat rich diet to one that is mostly fresh ingredients, composed mostly of vegetables and grains?

Cancer is another reason for my dietary changes. My fathers generation was the first to eat an entirely processed and manufactured diet. He bragged how his favorite food was SPAM. His favorite fruit was cherry topping on a ham,  a glopping oozy substance one called cherry pie filling. Nitrate filled bacon was his favorite morning dish alongside eggs and white spongy bread. The only vegetable he ate were greenbeans smothered in canned mushroom soup topped with processed flakey things that some one mistakenly called fried onions. My father died of cancer 4 years ago. One wonders where all these chemicals go when they are in our body. Do they flush out? Do they accumulate over the years like cholesterol does? Do they find certain organs and hang out there? Three cancers in the family, how many to go?

I  find myself puzzled over how anyone could not like vegetables. In order to return to fewer ingredients in my diet, ingredients that do not have chemical names, I have turned to gardening. Tomatoes, basil, peas, beans, cukes, zucchini, summer squash, herbs and peppers. I’ve even turned to organic seed. I have experimented with endless dishes mixed with small amounts of meat or with soy sauces and reductions that now rival some of our best restaurants. I am getting one of the best workouts ever, digging and tilling the soil by hand. I am learning the old ways, before a dinner came in a box.

One of my first gardens was at an apartment I rented in an urban area. The landlord approved of an area mixed with weeds, broken asphalt and concrete. I spent nearly a month moving broken asphalt, freeing up the land, lost weight and gained blisters. I feared passer bys would steal my hard won labor. My fears were never so wrong. Those first tomatoes and peppers grew into luscious dinners and gifts to friends and neighbors. And also fixed in me an invaluable metaphor. Sometimes you gotta bust concrete to grow great tomatoes!

Sore, Sore, Sore

Not sure if it was all the yard cleanup conducted to make use of a rainfree day or Jillian Michael’s Boost metabolism workout but I am feeling it today. The elbow hurts the worst! (Glad it’s not my knees).

Most Annoying Workout DVD’s (and the best)

So you’re all excited about losing weight, it’s the dead of winter and you don’t have cash for the gym. So you purchase a DVD to aid you in your weightloss. You plan on waiting to your kids are off to school or they are taking a nap or wake up at 5am to try it. After putting on your workout clothes that you’ve carefully planned to sweat in and filling your water bottle you finally have that precious window of time for just you and your workout.

Maybe it’s their tone of voice, their cheesy attempts at jokes, or their selection of bolemic strippers as workout assistants. We’ve run across them and it’s time to quit wasting time and money. Whose the most annoying workout instructor and why? And on the other side of the coin who is the best? Can’t wait to hear your responses!

Refried Bean Taco’s!

Here’s an idea for those who have to serve regular meals for the family but need something tasty and simple to make themselves. All you need is a can of vegetarian refried beans and some taco seasoning and the rest of the ingredients you usually use for tacos. First, put a little olive oil in a pan. Heat on medium low heat. Empty the can of refried beans into the pan. Spread out and sprinkle on (easy does it) the taco seasoning. Your favorite salsa is also good, oh about 1/4 cup. Mix it in and let it sizzle a bit. Scrape the bottom with a wooden spoon so it does not burn. Serve instead of beef! The benefit is that you don’t have the fat calories of beef so you can eat one more! (Skip the cheese for a really healthy treat!!). Top with all your favorite veggies like red onion, lettuce and heirloom tomatoes. Yum!